I miss being a kid.

I miss the time when I didn't care about how I look.
When I wasn't afraid of what people thought about me.
The days when everyone was best friends with each other.
Nobody cared about who was "going out" with who.

I miss the time when I was carefree.
I wasn't trapped in this hole I've dug myself into.
Always laughing and having fun.
Playing stupid games with my dad.

It's not like that anymore.
And it will never be like that again.

I really miss playing with my dad.
When we were all happy.
I miss my mom telling me to get to bed or
I couldn't get a happy meal for lunch the next day.

*sigh*