-_-

My mom makes me feel so worthless.
And it doesn't help that I feel worthless enough without her adding to it.

This is why I was sort of glad that she and my sister were leaving.
So much for that.
I'm stuck with being worthless the rest of my life.

Numb

I have this feeling of numbness.
I'm still in shock from all of this.
But part of me doesn't care what happens to my mom because she just up and left.
Like she abandoned my dad and I.

*sigh*
I'm at a loss for what to do with myself anymore.