Wow. I forgot my username.

Hahahaha.
I finally just figured out my login info on this damn thing.
It took me a couple days, but I finally fuckin' got it.
The only reason I came back to Blogger is.. The Used.

Yup. They're fuckin' worth it. :D



Anway.
Hello.

If you've never seen the movie Good Luck ChuckI'll give you a quick overview.
So basically Charlie [played by Dane Cook].. Sleeps with a girl, and after that she finds the one she loves..and goes on to marry that person.
The whole point of this is that I am prettymuch like Charlie. Except for the sleeping with them part. ha.
I would date someone...Or like them a whole lot.. [either situation seems to work in this case ><]And when we break up or whatever, they'd date one of my friends.Except, the friend that they'd date,Would be the friend of mine that they would have never known if it wasn't for me introducing them.
This has happened to me with almost every relationship I've been in.And. It's happening to me again.
Katelin and I have had a thing for a few months now, And a week ago I told her it just wouldn't work. Now, she and Becca ... I dont even know what to call it..
I am crazy about Becca. In love with her, if you will? And the only reason they know each other is of me.
I was told today about them. And went for about 3 periods, Crying my eyes out.
Even though I have a girlfriend now, It can't help the fact that I care so much about Becca.
At this point, I'm at a loss.
And I have no idea what I should do.
I've never cried over a girl like this..

She wears her heart on her sleeve;;

For once I put my heart out there.
It's what she wanted.
Now I feel as if I'm being fucked over.

:[

Windy Days and Girls' Ways

A friend of mine wrote this.


Wind whips around me as I walk through the cold.
The wind turns leaves into blades that cut into me like a girl's stare but the leaves are not soft like "this stare". The light breeze is like a girl's sigh; soft and calming. The mist that sometimes comes with the wind falls like her tears and blue like the deep pools of her eyes. Blowing through the blades of grass singing out like an angel, maybe playing with my hair or gliding across my skin like the feminine touch teasing me wanting to envelope me like a warm summer's breeze.

*sigh*

anyway. I made a blog for my photography.
http://photographylove-lucy.blogspot.com/

enjoy.

It's been a while.

Life has been VERY nuts lately.
Lost a few friends.
Pierced my lip.
Cut my hair.
Made the UNO Honors Orchestra.
Got a new computer too.
And I'll be 16 in a little less than 2 months now.

*shrugs*